A God that
hates and creates you
a life that softly kills you
I feel
so empty and alone

I'll take
my own life
hand it to somebody else
someone who can see some beauty in it
someone who respects someting within it
And I'll pretend
I understand the concept
called death

Such a pretty house
and such a precious life
two children and a garden
But no sight of a wife

I'm not here
Not in this body
Not in this mind
I am in love with the darkness
I want to have its baby

Take my hand
Take this
All of me
Lets go to the sea
Lets bleed into the sand
I want to forget me